Hi guys...
Just to let you know why i haven't been around much in bloggy worlde lately... It is because i have been having a few probs with chemo side-effects... Nothing too serious, as i have seen others with much worse... But the main one for me being uncontrolled painful fevers that leave me exhausted and bedridden... But today i was reminded that everything has a reason and that i am never alone... In the middle of some severe fevers last night (When i probably should have been in hospital) i decided instead to ~Trust~ my instincts by taking a hugely reduced amount of meds that my doc had recommended and started taking some drops for fever that my Kinesiologist/Homeopath had given me and i called for my ~Spirit helpers~ to be by my side for their help and supervision ... I awoke at 5am drenched in sweat and with NO fever... i had slept (!!!) about 4hrs straight and during that time the fever had peaked and ceased... (Last week after chemo i had lower fevers and they lasted a week with no relief)... Pretty amazing stuff hey! ...So i am still puddling along but needing heaps of rest, which is okay as it is officially holiday time for school kids... so for me too i recon!
So the miracles continue both small and large as i was over the moon to hear all the wonderful news for our Dearest SweetMango and Stellan... And when my mum rang me today with my Astrology readings (From the newspaper that have been amazingly accurate for me lately) with a reading that actually made me weep because it spoke of the fact that i am feeling a bit lost with what is happening to me at the moment but not to despair for my Spirit help is close by and that i am still on the journey and that i will soon see that these ups and downs have purpose...
So i figure it's all about ~Trust and Love~
And Thankyou my dear Bloggy Friends for being my Traveling Companions throughout my ups and downs and for all the ~Love~ that i know you continue to send me... i am Blessed indeed
X:-)
11 comments:
Hello
I am visiting for the first time. Yes! It is already 47 mins into 1 December in Australia. I reside in the Hunter Valley with a son living in Melbourne and a daughter in Lakes Entrance. Love Victoria!
Wishing you well.
Dear Vicki,
You are always in my thoughts and prayers. When you don't post regularly, we all do miss you tons....but we know you are fighting to heal - and heal you will! You are so loved - all round the world - and our combined love and prayers are working.....
Wonderful news about Stellan - as you and I know, miracles DO occur....
Please stay strong and open and trust..... sleep is so healing....may your sleep be strong and unbroken at night...and perhaps even take naps at day...
Sending you many, many hugs.......and much love.
Always,
♥ Robin ♥
Nolly, You are my hero. So brave and trusting. Yes, trust and love are what is needed. Always trust yourself! So glad you got some relief. Sending massive hugs and love. Don't worry about us, you just get better. That's an order :-). XOXO
hello honey <3 I too have always been amazed at the power of homeopathy! It works on the principle of using 'like' to fight 'like'. So for instance with temperature they use homeopathy that raises the body temperature so that it beats the fever at its own game! I know that when I was recovering from the extremely painful side effects of
c-section surgery that if I cam off the arnica I would be in EXTREME pain but while I was on them my pain was very very manageable. Without them the painkillers felt useless.
I love that you are trusting, it is a big thing to do at a time when your body is feeling ravaged because a ravaged body leaves the mind confounded.
You are doing so very well and you are showing such wisdom.
I love you so very much and I am so proud of the steps you are taking to heal yourself.
You rock my world Vicki, you really do.
xxme
I'm glad your fever has broken. Get the rest you need and let your body heal. Love you!
Vicki
Sometimes the cure is worse than the sickness. I like that you broke it against the rules.
Glad you're doin ok
~rick
hello my friend! damn that chemo. i know enough to know it's a bitch and i know enough to know how brave and gutsy you are. you inspire me over and over again.
i'm glad you are so comfortable trusting your instincts. good. and don't forget renee is watching over you, chuckling, swearing, blessing you and the rest of your dear friends.
♥
kj
Sending love and hugs to you,
G
xx
Just sending some extra love and many prayers that you are feeling better, my friend.
Hugs
Hey Rick, Loved your "Untouchable" piece X:-)
(Ps) i ~Love~ you guys...
You can never say that too much you know...
Especially when you mean it...
*kisses*
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