HEALING MEDITATIONS

...And their insights

Journeying within recently has been an interesting path to travel

as always my stepping within has revealed much about the physical path i currently travel

i have discovered resistance and some anger, still hiding in the pink corners of my Liver

She is an interesting part of myself, my Liver, full of secret hurts and deep emotions...

and pathways to travel...

i have been experiencing severe full body oedema, slightly more on my left side

and peripheral neuropathy of my hands, feet and tongue...

...And i have been angry and sad at the 'loss' i have felt of ~self~

Where have i gone? Where is my control of healing? Who is that woman in the mirror?

What had become of my Trust?

So i sat in the soft green dappled sunshine beneath our Liquid Amber Tree

and asked these questions of myself... and of course my ~healing~ began...

i discovered that with the 'holding on' of fluid within my body i was resisting my healing

i discovered i was angry at this loss of control...

The numbness of my extremities a further confirmation that i was not loving my direction...

not loving what i needed to do...

(Book References: Your Body is the Barometer of the Soul - Annette Noontil

and Heal Your Body - Louise L Hay)

Within my meditation i discovered these insights to be True of me

i was not ~Trusting~ i was not letting go of that which needed releasing

i was not ~Listening~ to the signs and synchronicity...

unknowingly i had closed my eyes to the journey...

And so now in the light of these understandings, i continue

and address the cleansing that still needs to Be...
i do so in my Heart and my Spirit and my physical environment
and in this, i have opened the door again for ~Love~ to step in...

While in meditation some Mud Larks (Birds) stepped into my garden
come to remind me that i am on a journey into the feminine
(Book Reference Animal dreaming - Scott Alexander king)
And in this understanding i discovered that i had been denying my ~Life Force~
resisting the changes that i need to accept in order to move forward into Healing



i have now come to understand that is a time of moving forward into the next stage of my feminine identity
and involves a powerful cleansing process of which my Liver is well aware
She guides me, she talks to me of my lineage of women, the history of my genes
of the words that need to be spoken and she tells me to be unafraid...
for this is a walk with the gentle strength of women...
She tells me that these insights will be the way forward into my ~Truth~

Already i have been wrapped in these understandings
for i have opened my ~Heart~
and have been sent women of strength and courage and knowledge
and we have shared our insights...

For this is why we come...

For this Learning is what i am

For this is the journeying i was Born to

And so Be it whispers my ~Heart~

i continue on...

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