my Truth

i wasn't going to post again tonight because i am busy this week-end and i wanted to leave myself here, in bloggyland to ponder and remember what happened, at this time, last year... i wanted to remember the pain and the terror and the fear and the sorrow
...and those who died, this time last year...
and i wanted to ponder upon the
'Truth' of it all...



i wanted to think upon spirits now passed and what they might be ~thinking~
...now...
And i wanted to 'think' that those dear souls in spirit, that they just might be
...now that their pain is gone and their sacrifice made...
be at ~peace~ now
and i wanted to think that maybe they watched over us
now
and maybe they waited for us
with bated breath
to work it all out
~now~



And then i had a bloggy conversation
(as you do here in boggy worlde)
and i thought out loud about
~truth~
and what that means
to me...
~now~



i thought about how it is important to be who we are
in our Hearts
and how if we 'Be' who were really are in our Hearts
how that translates to 'Be' the world that we live in...

And then i had a conversation with my children about this...
How Life's circumstances can sometimes seem mean and tragic
but in reality...
be 'Lessons' in disguise
and how we mustn't get caught up in our sorrow, and fear and sometimes the hate
that surrounds us
and how this can block and waste the
~gift~
in disguise



And then i went out to the night sky
and took deep breaths
as i put out the washing on the clothesline
this i often do in the evening~time
because it gives me an excuse to spend time in the starry night sky
with myself to remember
what is really...

~ my Truth~

xox