Saturday, October 9, 2010

Naughty Nolly does it again!

Was it only a week ago that i gingerly visited my doc after that 'chat' with my dad in the ~Otherworlde~ ? ...Seems like a year already...
After a world~wind of tests (and more invasive ones to come) it seems the medical establishment had made up it's mind that the breast cancer has returned...
BUT that doesn't mean i have!

x5 Nodules on my central Liver inoperable my poor surgeon told me sadly...
Made me feel sad to see the frustration on his face that his expertise had it's physical limitations... BUT it's okay because i don't i whispered to myself!

As i slipped into a gentle meditation this morning to ease the pain in my chest and rest my poor swollen liver... A beautiful large Albatross met me at the doorway to my ~soul~
He gave me a small golden fish that he held gently in his beak and as i slipped it softly into the altar just inside the opening to my healing place... The altar started to glow and became to my minds eye a large hollow crystal that the golden fish began to swim gleefully within...
As i moved further within into a sacred healing space, again the Albatross greeted me... and as he sat with me and my spirit self and as my body sat in the physical worlde and greeted the morning sun... My healing has begun...







12 comments:

BeMistified said...

I am speechless. Not sure what to say. The Albatross is such a lovely animal. I am glad he is there with you.

kj said...

vicki, i do not like this news one bit. not one damn bit.

but i do like your healing process. please add my special mixtures on your behalf.

oh damn it vicki. i want to say i'm sorry, reassure you, but this courageous post is worth more than i could ever say.

i'll be walking this road with you.

love love
kj

Zom said...

If anyone can call in a Miracle (and I know they come avisiting) it is the Nolly Posh!!!

Go Vicki!

Natalie said...

Ahhhhh sweetheart. A beautiful Albatross to guide your way.xx♥

The Tusk said...

I've read, and I'm thinking....
of you... and what it takes as I've learned from you, how to put a smile on that dial. My daughter is playing on that broken ol piano upstairs while I type away in the basement. It sounds so calming. I wish upon you to find your solace and healing vibe as well at home with a broken ol piano and your chill'n.

Robin said...

I have been away a week......and look what has happened.... saying "I am sorry" does not cut it....but, what I can and WILL say is that I will be with you as you fight this....I KNOW you will fight - and I know you will win!
Yours is too huge a spirit to remain anchored with fear....

Dear Vicki..... we are all here and in this with you.....you KNOW this....but had to say it nonetheless.

God Bless You, dear one!

(My Renee candle burns for you every night....)

Love,

♥ Robin ♥

Lydia said...

My prayers are with you.

Have you heard about the natural supplement , PROTOCEL? In the book, OUTSMART YOUR CANCER- Alternatives in Treatment that Work, by Tania Harter-Pierce.

renewalandwellness.com

Although my hubby didn"t make it this year, we know others who have, and who have never done any other treatments/surgery.

xo Lydia

lucy bad dog said...

I had not read this when we met by chance on Saturday, I should have given you a big hug.

My thoughts are with you, take care & I know I will see you at the market again soon.

Love
Nik

nollyposh said...

~Thankyou~ <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

My Word Verification: "ruccess" Hee! Hee! Close enough!

RachelW said...

Huge hugs, dear... you are beautiful!

Myst_72 said...

Love & hugs to you...

So sorry, I am only just catching up on your posts...

G
xx

Sydney said...

I believe too Vicki. <3 x1000