Monday, April 6, 2009

~Warm whispers~



Dream't about ~Dad~
last night...

Gee he lOOked gOOd

More color in his chEEks
than when i saw him last...




We chaTTed, as we walked me, to hospital...

Through city streets, past city trams, across busy roads

it was night-time and the reflected lights
were soft...
on his face

i asked him if he still had his coffee the same way
as we ordered it in the hospital cafeteria...

He ~smiled~

in fact he smiled quite a lot
like he was haPPy on the inside
now...

it made my heart feel ~warm~
to know that

i asked him if he had been to visit his mum yet?

He just smiled this amused little smile...

and looked deep into my eyes

and it was then that i caught myself remembering
that he was ~passed into spirit~
now...

and that so was she...

and i laughed at myself...

and asked how it was that i could sEE him?
now that he was dead and all...

and he smiled again

and in this tender way
told me all this wonderful stuFF
about being dead...

that i can't remember now

sighhh...

But ~Thanks~ for dropping by Dad

~ i still Love you tOO~

Always have...


xox

10 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh Nolly Posh, this is so beautiful! It warms my heart! The other night I dreamt of a friend who passed away a few years ago from ovarian cancer. In the dream I kept looking at her and thinking to myself, "I thought she died!" She, like your Dad, looked so well. (Now I am crying!). It makes me believe that we truly do go to a better place. Thank you for posting this.
Love to you
xoxoxo

nollyposh said...

<3 Audrey <3
xox

Carolyn R. Parsons said...

What a beautiful post. My dad visits me a lot and also has that beautiful peaceful smile on his face..but he had that when he was alive..he was truly a peaceful living human as well.

I fully believe they are with us all the time..all the time..we just see them when we need to most

Breeze
xxx

Daria said...

What a nice post ... it gives me a nice warm feeling ... makes me feel good inside.

Thanks for visiting my blog during my awful days. I appreciate the support.

Zom said...

I love it.

I love dreaming about my beloveds who have died. In fact I think I saw Mom last night.

K.Lawson Gilbert said...

I, too, love when my mom and dad visit me in my dreams. It is so real sometimes that I can actually smell my dad's aftershave and feel my mother's soft skin against my own.

I am assuming that is a picture of your dad in that great car. He is "movie star" handsome.

Thank you for that moving post. I really loved it! You are so warm and genuine.... <3

Natalie said...

Just Beautiful.xx♥

Anonymous said...

mmmmmmmmm
the dream that is not a dream
that is what i call them

and the smile that speaks a thousand words,
they smile and your heart hears the words not your ears.
damn i love that
i love you
and i love your dad, i love all dads
muah
m

nollyposh said...

Oh Lol! SwEEtmango <3 and i ~love~ all yOu guys tOO *kissez*

~ maggie brudos ~ said...

ooooooo
i wait to see my dad in my dreams...
i adore that you visited & walked with yours..
how perfect!!